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hope ya enjoy the tune :)

hello there long time no chat A/all been dealing with life, hope everyone is well, hello to anyone havent met, I am searching for someone who holds / Owns or is involved in websites and has access to hosting - someone who can host add some of my urls and links, I wouldnt wish pay for this but if really neccessery I can pay small amounts

if you can help please just message me leave message in my messages :)

hope everyone had good new year thankyou a/all

Yours Steven

i have found myself in quite heavy debts with loan sharks and bailiffs are knocking at my door constantly, i have no ability to equire loans officialy from banks or overdrafts or any kind help from other means all resources and options are limitless

 i am in debt of total 3987 pounds - sterling.

 if anyone can help financialy or offer advice or ways or means of securing funds pay off debts owed i would be most grateful indeed.

 

i thankyou in advance for any help you give. My paypal is inner_shadows@msn.com also this is my contact email address if anyone wishes speak to me directly.

 Once again thankyou

bills credit cards loans car insurance taxes all taking its toll on my life any help most appreciated small or large

 

thankyou

 

either email me or paypal: inner_shadows@msn.com

 

hope things hold out for us all

 

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The World

 

THE WORLD  is too much with us; late and sooon,

Getting and spending, we lay waste to our powers;

Little we see in nature that is ours;

We have given our hearts away, a sordid boon...

This sea that bares her bossom to the moon,

The winds that will be howling at all hours

And are up/gathered now like sleeeping flowers,

For this, for everything, we are out of tune;

It moves us not.--Great God, ild rather be

A Pagan suckled on this pleasant lea,

Have Glimpses that would make less forlorn;

Have sight of Proteus rising from the sea;

Or hear Old Triton Blow His Wreathed Horn.

 

WW

 

paypal: inner_shadows@msn.com

people in end to me are scum, no matter how many times i help and support people no matter how many times i trust people, i am stabbed in back,

 

i do believe in karma, but there isnt many good people left in this world now, there probaly hiding in bunkers or isolated islands or already living on mooon watching as the last breaths of mankind fizzle out and BOOOM

thats just my thoguht

I am seeking donations to help me through these financial times, i am wieghed under with debt rent, i have lost about every friend due to borrowing to pay off other debts, i cannot work due to my disabilitys - i find i really hard focus for more than 10 mins at time my ability view colours sounds and sentences and facial gestures and conversations is in chaotic state due to several illness one frontal lobe damage two degenerate brain dissorder and three dyspraxia which is related to dyslexia but effects way you percieve maths and disstances it also leaves ur hands tremlbing and speach slurred so every first encounter with any prtdon generalises that you are either a drug addict or alcholoic or simply simple,

 and with me haveing frontal lobe damage i am continously walking a thin line between sanity and maddness, i can quite happly be most generouse thoughtful helpful kind person in world and then someone bumps into me or looks at me in way that i dont care for and next minute i could be on murder charge,

so mainly all i want from life is enough money to get as far away from humanity as possible, i love enviromental work i have done lot conservation work, i consider my myself tribalist and on humanity i consider myself a misanthrop

 

can anyone help me before i see no point in continueing?

 

thankyou for reading at my end here

 

contact: steve - inner_shadows@msn.com

 paypal: inner_shadows@msn.com

 

any donations help wheather large or small will be forever held close with thanks,

dosent matter of donation from penny to pound whatever a donation is donation and it is appreciated and welcomed, please help!!

 

my paypal and contact email: inner_shadows@msn.com

 

I suffer from severe frontal lobe damage degenerate brain dissorder, major mood and personality swings irrattional thoughts and behavioure so there is little i can do in life to change what is going on, no medication helps i also suffer from dyspraxia which effects way you percieve colours distance sound touch and even effects the way you percieve what people are trying to say ..

i do believe in Karma and if you do do good eventualy it dose come back to you, so imagine you where in my shoes? imagine if every idea every job every chance just blew by unable to change because ur brain isnt wired for change yet haveing the intellegence to understand how different and what a freak you are...

 seee what i hate the most is that i realise im failure i realise i am nothing and i realise also that my life is pointless ...i wish I could live in ignorance like most of the other sheep i see around myelecting liers run our country and being robbed with a smile..

 anyway this is me how i am and think, i need help will you help? ild love to get out of all these dirty pollutted decaying crumbleing filthy citys before they inplode.

i doubt ill live a long life probaly end up in wheelchair or home as my shakes proceeed, so i would like support myself get out debt travel then die and die happy

 

((into the wild)) by way im keen conservationist any far away jobs working away from people or society would be most welcomed, small relaxed open minded people are fine x

 

 

 

 

any donation large or small is most welcomed paypal: inner_shadows@msn.com

if anyone could help or sponsor me financialy to get through these reccession and times of hardish i would be forever grateful thankyou,

 

please contact me at inner_shadows@msn.com

 

 

the above email is also my paypal address if you can find it in your heart to donate again thankyou

I am currently fdlat broke and have made other posts requesting donations

 

but I also seek work my true love and connection is nature, even though I have had active and social and party style life before, in times need and relfection I always return to isolation and comfort of woods and forests / moors

 I am ttree surgeon and landscape gardener by proffession, I am quite capable building dry stone walls and sewage pipes water pipes - I have exsperience in demolition - I am a active conservationist, I have volunteered and worked with many conversation organisations.

 I consider myself a tribalist - Ive done survival courses and have lived out in wild on my own before, also hold a diploma in tectonic plate movment and global warming and deforestation also A Level in psychology.

 I am searching for long term isolated volunteer position preferably abroad - offering me accommodation and food for the work I do, if the work / volunteering cannot be abroad then I would preferably desire the work be in scotland or off british coast

I am keen archeologist and fossil collecter also historian and photographer

 

my main goal is to get out of system and get back to something I love.

contact me through here if you have intrest

I also have IT business and Finance qualifications

as disabled person it is hard find banks willing to give overdrafts credit cards debit cards, i am in debt due toi living exspenses and bills and i am looking for bank willing to give me credit visa card or overdraft facility pay these debts off,

 

Or

 looking for someone to help me pay these debts off as they are constant worry and strain on my health

 

my email and paypal is: inner_shadows@msn.com

 

thankyou